my first feel

when the first time I see you my heart was beating so fast...so fast...so fast... and I think I must go away from him because I was really scare he can heard my heart was beating so fast . I lost my balance about love . that's the first thing that I felt day by day I spent my day just with you in school it just feel so............. I just can't express my heart feel . but someday he just change from me . he being more cold with me i don't know why he change like that ??? how fast he change from after we spent all day in school . I'm so confused with him not only me but my friends too . they just don't understand what's in him head ???? why he changed from me ????? that day I crying all day . just crying....crying....crying like nothing else I can do and I think maybe just crying that can solve my problem right now . in school I just sitting down like a follish girl in the world . sitting like waiting him came and explain why he changed from me . but it seems useless just sitting down like a foolish girl and waiting from him . and I tell to my best friend about that then she told me that not just sit and don't do something . she says " if you really love him told him right now about 'ur feeling not just sitting down and wait for him said to you after that you don't have to cry anymore you can forget all about him " that my best friend said to me . so then , I follow her advice and that's really true until now I absolutly don't remember that jerk !!