my first feel

when the first time I see you my heart was beating so fast...so fast...so fast... and I think I must go away from him because I was really scare he can heard my heart was beating so fast . I lost my balance about love . that's the first thing that I felt day by day I spent my day just with you in school it just feel so............. I just can't express my heart feel . but someday he just change from me . he being more cold with me i don't know why he change like that ??? how fast he change from after we spent all day in school . I'm so confused with him not only me but my friends too . they just don't understand what's in him head ???? why he changed from me ????? that day I crying all day . just crying....crying....crying like nothing else I can do and I think maybe just crying that can solve my problem right now . in school I just sitting down like a follish girl in the world . sitting like waiting him came and explain why he changed from me . but it seems useless just sitting down like a foolish girl and waiting from him . and I tell to my best friend about that then she told me that not just sit and don't do something . she says " if you really love him told him right now about 'ur feeling not just sitting down and wait for him said to you after that you don't have to cry anymore you can forget all about him " that my best friend said to me . so then , I follow her advice and that's really true until now I absolutly don't remember that jerk !!

balckberry

hahaha . uma gwa blg ntar pas sincia klo uang sincia na dpet bnyk ntar gwa beli blackberry :p gwa seneng bgd pas gwa dgr itu . gwa bisa beli blackberry :D hbis na gwa udh ngebet bgd pgn blackberry :D ngag bisa bayangin gwa klo gwa pnya blackberry sendiri . aaaaaaa >.< asli gwa ngag sbar pnya blackberry sendiri . ntar gwa mwu beli blackberry gemini ajah ah yg murah dlu gwa beli ntar klo gwa ada duit yg lebih bnyk ntar gwa beli yg lbih bgus . wkwkwk .
yh ,, moga' ajah uang sincia gwa dpet na bnyk .
aminnn :p :D

my favorit bias

kli ini gwa mwu bahas ttg my favorit bias . yh ,, temen' baik gwa jga twu favorit bisa gwa th ngag jauh yh xiah junsu dri DBSK . wkwkwkwk . yh ,, yg gwa lyad xiah junsu emg ganteng ,, suara na bner' bkin gwa meleleh trus jga menenangkan hati org . ngag cma itu doang sikap na dya yg kyk anag' th bkin smua org th ketawa lyad tingkah laku na . klo mnrt gwa th junsu kepribadian mgkn hmpr sma kyk artis' yg lain jga pas serius dya jga serius cman ada becanda na jga supaya ngag terlalu tegang tpi klo emmg lgi becanda dya jga becanda . mnrt gwa yh bgitu lah junsu tpi klo dya lgi nyanyi mimik muka na th berubah sesuai dgn lagu yg di nyanyiin jdi kyk menghayati lagu na dan kyk dya th udh prnh ngerasain kejadian itu sendiri . bgitu lah junsu tpi ada bias yg baru ini mengeser junsu 1 langkah dri hati gwa . wkwkwkwk . nama na nickhun dya orang thailand sebener na nickhun itu setengah orang thailand dan setengah orang cina tpi dya lahir di california tpi dya pndh ke thailand bwad skola trus pas kuliah dya pndh lgi ke california . awal debut na wktu itu ada agan dri korea yg dtg ke california bwad nyari bintang' baru nah pas diadain kontes pemilihan nickhun termasuk sbg salah satu yg terpilih dan dya trainee di korea kurang lebih 6 atau 7 tahun bersama orang' dri california dll . setelah trainee na sukses nickhun lgsg bergabung dgn 2PM . bgitu lah cerita na . wkwkwkwk ttg favorit bias gwa . wkwkwkwk :p

"PANDA"

skrg gwa mwu bahas ttg panda di sni . nah ,, panda gwa kli ini th super duper aneh . yg gwa mikir dya udh ngag suka sma gwa lgi dan dya jga cma maenin gwa . tpi blom lama ini dya nnya ke tmen gwa soal gwa udh pnya pacar apa blom ????? hah ???? aneh kan ???? yg awal na gwa pikir dya udh ngag suka sma gwa lgi trnyata tnya kyk gtu . gwa jdi bingung sma th cwo . super duper aneh th cwo . ngag boong . aneh bgd th cwo . akhir na gwa tnya sma tmen gwa dan temen gwa ksih jwbn yg slama ini gwa pikirin klo th cwo emg msih suka sma gwa . cman gwa ngag mwu berharap bnyk karna gwa yakin hasil na psti bkal anjlok . mndg gwa ngag pikirin . klo gwa bleh jujur gwa mwu coba bwad lupain th panda hbis na gwa pikir kyk na drpd gwa inget th org th ngag bkal ada guna na jga . cma bisa bkin gila ajah . u know boy that u just make me crazy the way u make me like this more make me more easier to hate u and as u know I really love u but ya I should to throw u out from my mind and my heart forever and I want u to remember one think DON'T EVER TRY TO COME TO MY HEART MY MIND ANYMORE because MY HEART AND MY MIND NOW S CLOSED FOR U !! oke boy ??? oh ya one more u don't deserved to use name of "PANDA" I will give the name of"PANDA" to the one boy who really deserver to use that name :)

apa ajah yg terjadi di skola ?

asli pas hri ini gwa ke skola gwa kira psti ada seni lukis makana gwa beli kertas gambar . eh ,, ternyata ngag ada !! what the hell ?!?! gw mikir ngpain jga klo gtu gwa beli . cman apa bisa di kata udh di beli . knpa jdi ngag ada seni lukis karena ada acara di skola gwa . mnrt gwa acara na ci byasa ajah mlah terlalu standart ngag besar'an bgd byasa ajah cma ada tarian inla (bagi yg ngag twu inla itu apa . inla itu kyk senam gtu trus kita msti nyanyi . agak susah ci di jelasin . kekekeke :p) hbis inla trus ada basket . yh ,, mnrt gwa basket na yh lmyn lah not bad . kbtln gwa lgi pgn lyad cwo maen basket . wkakakaka . hbis itu ada dance gtu . nah ,, ini dya yg mwu gwa komentarin . dance na ini terdiri dari 8 cwe nah itu smua dri klas 10 smua . nah ,, mreka smua pke lagu korea yg judul "chocolate love" yg dinyanyiin sma 9 cwe korea yg nama grup na "SNSD" mnrt gwa dance na byasa ajah hbis na ada yg ngag power trus ada sdkt tabrakan gtu . di MV na kan SNSD pke kipas cman mreka ngag pke kipas cba mreka pke kipas gwa jamin psti jdi na keren bgd . asli gwa ngag boong cman yh bisa gwa blg bisa bwad gwa terkesan lah . yh ,, slama acara pling ngag acara na bgus lah bkin org th pgn lyad lagi dan lagi . next kloo gwa bleh jujur gwa mkin lama mkin ngag betah di skola baru gwa lebih betah sma skola lama gwa yh mskpn di bidang gedung skola lama gwa msih kalah sma gedung skola baru gwa tpi di skola lama gwa msih bebas dh udh gtu sabtu ngag skola dan plang na jga sama dh kyk na . sbnr na klo di jakarta gwa bebas bgd hbis na kmana' gwa bisa laah sdngkn di medan ? hello ? mwu jalan' ajah th susah na minta ampun yh gara' gwa bru di sni dan gwa jga ngag twu jlan bokap nyokap gwa twu jlan pun ngag ksih gwa bwad pegi sembarangan smnjk di medan . cba di jakarta mwu kmana pun sma tmen bokap gwa oke ajah cman bokap gwa hrus twu tmpt na bru di kasih klo bokap gwa ngag twu tmpt na jga sma ajah ngag di ksih ijin . klo di jakarta mgkn gwa di mal gtu bisa ampe malem kli . twu dh ngpain ajah di mal ? bwa duit dikit pun ttp ajah bisa nongkrong lama . ada ci alasan lain knpa gwa ngag betah di skola baru gwa dan di medan . cman gwa ngag mwu ksih twu hbis na ngag ada guna na jga gwa tulis di sni . udh lah smpe di sni ajah :)